Emotions Run Wild

Last saturday, my mom & I went to plaza singapura to exchange a piece of diaper for a pack of huggies ultra.
Afterwhich we proceeded to attend a seminar held by AsiaHeath Partners @ Grand Plaza ParkRoyal Hotel near Cityhall MRT station.

Because Ryan was the only baby in midst a huge crowd of over 200 women from all race & age, everyone is trying to get a piece of Ryan.
Finally I decided to get out if the ballroom wif Ryan in the ERGO carrier.  I saw that there was a IPAS makeover counter outside the ballroom, so i thought while waiting for my mom, i can have a free makeover session.

Halfway through the session, Ryan started to grumble. At the same time, it was tea break time.  I passed Ryan to my mom while I carried on with the session.
Suddenly I realised that Ryan was no longer in my mom's arms in front of me!  He ended up in the arms of a total stranger! He was crying his lungs out... The sickening stranger was passing Ryan around like a doll!

I immediately stopped the session. But my mom & Ryan has disappeared! I went around hunting for my mom & Ryan.  I couldn't hear Ryan's voice anywhere! I started to cry and panic... I called my mom, she didn't answer my phone, in the end, after much searching, she finally called me... She went to the lobby to avoid all the baby-crazy aunties...

When I went downstairs, i saw that Ryan was crying and screaming away... I was damned pissed off with my mom for giving Ryan such a shock.
My mom told me, aiyah, let Ryan be more sociable mah...
Wah Piang! TOTAL STRANGER LEH!!! Shit! I scolded n scolded her...

I hugged Ryan, he cry, I cried along with him... I was so angry with myself for doing some stupid makeover...
I shouldn't leave Ryan alone with ANYBODY... Be it my mom or anyone else...

That night, Ryan had nightmares... Crying throughout the night in his sleep... I felt so apologetic towards Ryan...

I've decided from today onwards NEVER to leave Ryan out of my sight... I don't care if he's not gonna let others carry... Better safe then sorry. Afterall, he's my one n only.

Note: Dear Ryan, mummy is very sorry for putting you through this trauma. I promise never to allow anyone carry you w/o my permission...